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Thursday, 27 June 2013

For the first time in ages, I touched my violin again.

Disillusioned, I'd abandoned it and left it forgotten in its case for months.

This morning, I ran my hands over the hard wood and traced my fingers over its neglected springs. Unable to find my digital tuner, I made an attempt at tuning it by ear using my piano.

I managed to locate my little bar of rosin on my dresser and hesitantly went through the motions of preparing to play the violin. I wiped my chinrest, attached the shoulder rest and checked the tension of the strings. Then I drew my the hairs of my bow vigorously over the bar of rosin I'd found.

I absentmindedly sat on my bed in my underwear and having experience playing the classical guitar, I plucked out G major and D major on the strings.

Pizzicato.

Sounded fairly alright. I picked up my bow and pulled it across the strings.

Double stop.

Two thirds of a C major chord.

Quadruple stop.

The entire C major chord.

Gifted with long fingers and a wide palm, I'd never had much trouble with my musical reach. Even on the piano, on a good day I could reach a nine note chord.

I played notes on the higher string, remembering to keep to the scale I'd chosen.

B string. C#, D, C#, D... trill. I moved my fingers faster, making use of the the convenient placing of my fingers. Vibrato.

I could write love sonnets to the vibrato, gorgeous dissonance you could never play on a piano or any other instrument that isn't stringed. The sound waves oscillated around me as I wavered from high D to C# repeatedly (aural perception naturally favours the highest note in any tune with varying pitches - of course, I would manipulate biological facts to court musical pleasure).

I abruptly brought my bow into a détaché. What else now? My bow moved in rapid strokes of no discernible musical measurement. The fingers of my left hand climbed up the scale of E major, moving note by note every four counts.

I stopped when I completed an octave. And then I began playing my piece.

My all time favourite piece to play on the violin, besides Vivaldi's Four Seasons.

Saturday, 22 June 2013

Man of Steel 2013! Spoiler free, chill.

If you were to refer to a post I made on the movie the Immortals (2011) you'd see that I am a huge fan of Henry Cavill and have been since The Tudors back in 2007.

And so...

Yes. Premiere passes for Man of Steel!

I found it a very good movie, especially in terms of a Superman Origins film. I didn't nitpick the plot too much although I did think of a few plotholes. They didn't really weigh on my mind, though, so that was alright. The graphics were excellent. Overall, I didn't find it cheesy (my biggest deal with the Marvel movies and even Deathly Hallow II), thank goodness.

Contrary to my hang ups with most superhero films, I don't think Man of Steel did too badly with the portrayal of their female characters. Martha Kent had quite a few touching scenes with Clark Kent. Lois Lane's Pulitzer is mentioned, hurrah. For once, Lois Lane isn't sexualised. Neither is any other character sexualised, actually (except for Henry Cavill, but seriously nobody's complaining). I think Perry White's raceswap is brilliant.

Conclusion: I don't think it's a flawless film, obviously. There are many more things that could have been done right (lack of ethnic representation, can't Lois Lane get herself out of danger at all???, etc.), but I think that this wasn't too bad an effort.

Oh, it wasn't too bad a movie either.

Anyway. I watched it with Kelly, my Henry Cavill obsessed baby sister. She isn't ashamed to admit that she bawled throughout the entire movie, not because of the emotional scenes but because "Henry Cavill was finally getting the recognition he deserves" and not to mention the emotionally intense three year wait (chick was waiting on the movie ever since it was announced that Henry Cavill was casted - some relationships don't even last that long).

Definitely my favourite superhero movie.

A brief update.

I'm highly excited right now because just recently I registered for my first ever capoeira class (to begin next Thursday)!

If you've known me just a little while and the topic of martial arts has ever come up, I would definitely have mentioned that I've always, always, always wanted to learn capoeira. I don't actually have an inkling as to why exactly capoeira. Maybe because I've always been drawn to acrobatics and kicks.

Whatever it is, I'm sure to have fun. :D

Monday, 10 June 2013

So... This just happened.

I FINALLY GOT MY DOBOK.

This is a huge deal for me because it's my first ever blackbelt dobok (it's a really long story and it involves me forgetting that I'd gotten my Dan and staying Poom for several years- very technical stuff).

It looks gorgeous.

This is what years of hard work and sweat and tears and blood and injuries looks like (besides the certificates and medals, hehe):

EEEEEEEEEKKKK.

Sunday, 9 June 2013

So I may have the weirdest mood swings ever...

5:20 PM and I was sitting in front of my laptop, bumming.

A minute later, I suddenly realised: I'm an attractive, fairly intelligent young lady. I have talents, skills, accomplishments. I'm well-read. I have quirky interests. I know I'm a good person. I don't tear other people (women, especially) down to feel better about myself. I'm not mean spirited either.

There's absolutely nothing for me to be sad about.

Then I felt like crying because I just summed up the the struggle I've had with myself and my self esteem for almost 21 years of my life and that it was so easy to put this new perspective into words but so much harder to actually believe and slot into place.

This is likely to be temporary but I will remember how this feels.

Tuesday, 4 June 2013

A chronological order of my development.

In chronological order:

I must have been four here.


A little bit older than four. Possibly almost six?


Ah. The ballerina days. Around eight or nine.


Well. Me at 15. D:


16 and at a dunking booth doing my prefect duty to raise funds.


Me at 17 and here begins my attempt at growing my hair out.


18 and obviously still immature.


Me at 19 and looking very, very creepy.


And this was taken a few nights ago and very obviously, I am 20 going on 21.

Interesting.

I look almost like different people. I do have to say that in all, I'm rather happy with the way I've grown up. Here's to hoping I keep blooming.

Or whatever metaphor seems most apt.