If you were to love me...

You would need to know that:

• I am a scrawling mess of spilled thoughts and fragments of memories. Rarely will I ever be able to express myself with eloquence let alone sense.
• Sometimes, I share the things that go through my mind. More often than not, I won't.
• I will resist falling in love with you (as opposed to loving you, which I will do very well).
• If I casually mention "I have never told anyone this before", I've entrusted into your care something that I never found the courage to tell any other person.
• There will be moments (hours, days, maybe for longer) when I wish to be alone. Please respect that.

And if I were to love you too? I wonder.